All happened too sudden too soon. my dad is in the intensive care with seven tubes in his leg. He had a heart surgery last night, less than 24 hrs after he was admitted to the hospital.
My emotions are all over the place, I feel bad that can't be there with him. I'm worried about my mom. I miss her terribly. I am extremely sad that she won't be back anytime soon as we had planned. She won't be able to see Sofia for a long time and that breaks my heart.
I want to be positive as I've always been, but its hard, I still couldn't convince myself to head up, not yet.